Do I look like I give a monkey ass shit about it? Do I look
like I’m listening? I don’t give a crap about it; I have more important things
on the top of my priority list then do deal with your problems. You are making
my life a living hell. I don’t know what goes on in that odd mind of yours, and
I don’t think you’re thinking straight. You don’t know what I’m going through
and you don’t know what thoughts I have and how I’m constantly planning out my
day to get things right. I always mess things up, every day it starts out perfect
and then I do something, I might forget, drop a dish, or not finish my job. I
always think about what I need to do on my To Do list. You always add more to it. ALWAYS. I already have
enough that’s over flowing and then you add to it, saying that it’s more important
then what I’m doing. You have no idea. Why can’t you just leave, just go away
for half the day so I’m left alone to think clearly and do what I need to do. SO I can walk around, and tackle the problems
my way. I don’t give a Sh** about it.
You wonder why I can’t finish my work right, because you interfere!! I can’t
work in this environment, I can’t think straight, and I don’t get my work done.
I just want to be left alone, and then you come in asking questions like
nothing happened so I give you lip, and then you get upset. Why can’t you see
that I don’t want to talk, that I don’t want to explain myself to you. Why can’t
you just do what I want! I don’t have time to clean up, to do this and to that…
the weekend is not long enough for me to tackle all my problems. And during the
week I have a shit load of work to do! Ugh. I’m gonna scream “NO” at you but I can’t,
it will just cause more problems.
Ug, now I have hot, tears going down my cheek and there beginning
to sting my eyes.
Can’t type clearly now
Bye
~Sweet_But_Deadly ;(
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